I realized now tat a lot of ppl around me change..but changing for good or bad i dunno..i asked myself am i changing...even the whold world changing..im serious in dilemma rite nw..i hope i will find answer to my question.Things arent going the way i want it to be n frendz do not always be there when u r seriously lonely..Some frendz r juz frendz..i hope tat my frendz who are changing rite now will be changing for the good as the brand new year 2010 comes.i juz wishing for two things as tis brand new yr comes..finding happiness and peace.I oso hope tis 2010 will be a good yr for me n maybe find alot more true friends.Here is a poem which helps to make my loneliness goes away.

Lonely Soul
i cry a lonely cry
i die a lonely death
and i still have many things to regret

i bleed lonely blood
and the pain has just begun

i laugh a lonely laugh
i talk a lonely talk
i pray a lonely prayer
and ask a lonely stranger;
'when will the pain go away n will i be happy? '
as i gash a lonely blade across my arm and faintly walk away