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Not all stars show, not all wounds heal, sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels ;>
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Thursday, December 31, 2009
while on the way home yesterday from work,suddenly the lyrics juz came out from my head.I dunno but it suddenly came out..Maybe i missed that someone alot..I let out all my feelings through song as no one wants to listen to my problem..maybe thats a better way..i feel relieved when i managed to let out my feelings through a song..i dedicated tat song to someone but let the person identity be a secret..Itz for onli me to noe..Almost everyday i realli miss that someone.To me she is realli important than any other thing..I wish to have her back but she have gone very far..Im quite sad but no matter what happens i will wait for her.She makes me smile,cry n the important thing is she makes my heart always feels happy when im down during no one knows.She has changed my life alot since i noe her..i have learnt to love n care abt myself n the people around me including ppl whom have hurt me alot...she realli changed my life..i wish she will always be my side but she cant..I hope tat one day i will be her shoulders to let out any of her feelings..nw i realli noe who is my true love..i will love her for what she is but will she love me whereas i love her..i dunno..I juz hope tat one day she will realized tat i love her more than myself:'(
Love poem
See you smiling every day
hide the way i feel,
want to tell you everything
but my lips are sealed,
loving you with all my heart
but you will never know,
feelings for you are locked away
hope they never go,
i never cease to by amazed
how beautiful you look,
now my heart will suffer in silence
because of the chance i never took.
Love poem
See you smiling every day
hide the way i feel,
want to tell you everything
but my lips are sealed,
loving you with all my heart
but you will never know,
feelings for you are locked away
hope they never go,
i never cease to by amazed
how beautiful you look,
now my heart will suffer in silence
because of the chance i never took.
Monday, December 28, 2009
Itz been a fun day getting to meet my band back..Itz has been a long time tat i last met them..They r realli my besties:adli,dani,amin n saiful..i hope they will be wif me for a long time..adli have changed quite alot..haha..but no matter what he is still a very good friend to me..I hope he can overcome the problem he has now..I hope to c him more after tis so tat i cn share alot more wif him n spend my time to let the feeling of loneliness go away.:)No matter what it has been realli a good day today.
I realized now tat a lot of ppl around me change..but changing for good or bad i dunno..i asked myself am i changing...even the whold world changing..im serious in dilemma rite nw..i hope i will find answer to my question.Things arent going the way i want it to be n frendz do not always be there when u r seriously lonely..Some frendz r juz frendz..i hope tat my frendz who are changing rite now will be changing for the good as the brand new year 2010 comes.i juz wishing for two things as tis brand new yr comes..finding happiness and peace.I oso hope tis 2010 will be a good yr for me n maybe find alot more true friends.Here is a poem which helps to make my loneliness goes away.
Lonely Soul
i cry a lonely cry
i die a lonely death
and i still have many things to regret
i bleed lonely blood
and the pain has just begun
i laugh a lonely laugh
i talk a lonely talk
i pray a lonely prayer
and ask a lonely stranger;
'when will the pain go away n will i be happy? '
as i gash a lonely blade across my arm and faintly walk away
Lonely Soul
i cry a lonely cry
i die a lonely death
and i still have many things to regret
i bleed lonely blood
and the pain has just begun
i laugh a lonely laugh
i talk a lonely talk
i pray a lonely prayer
and ask a lonely stranger;
'when will the pain go away n will i be happy? '
as i gash a lonely blade across my arm and faintly walk away
Friday, December 25, 2009
wat a tiring day on christmas eve..haha..so many chickens to cook n i dunno how many chickens have i cook..But nvm..wat 2 do..ahah...yeah on sat i getting a new watch..hope it will be long-lasting forever.Eventhough i'm so happy abt these things...im a little bit sad abt other things such as my frendz..i miss them a lot..i couldnt make it 4 hairuddin chalet becos of work..n i miss quite a number of ppl such as adli,winnie,my classmates n my crush..long time nvr talk wif these ppl onli talk wif winnie recently but the rest i hope they r ok..i realli miss these ppl.:(hope 2 c they all soon..n i hope for one more wish which is to pass my ovls n proceed on 2 poly.blog,i hope u will be my frend when im lonely..thankx 4 giving me 2 share wif u my happiness n sadness..take care there..good nite..lonelysoul-zal..qoutes-life is juz a chance 2 grow a soul..tats all 4 todae.