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Not all stars show, not all wounds heal, sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels ;>
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Wah..what a tiring day todae..life seems as per normal..nothing interesting..Sometimes i think what the life i have...lead a life to dunno where its heading to..mizz a lot of ppl too but what 2 do..haiya..i feel like life is gone..no more happiness to me eventhough i try make myself happy..Many of my work frendz try 2 cheer me up but it seems 2 work 4 a while..What should i actually do..There is onli one person who could make me happy but tat someone isnt realli there for me..Ifeel lost in my own feelings..what must i do..stuck between the time or must i move on...i feel seriously depressed:(
Monday, March 1, 2010
Time flies soo fast..Nw itz march alr..continue to work n work..haha..Itz feels fun sometimes to earn alot of money eventhough they make take up ur free time..At least i get to forget different kind of things that happening around me..Let the time flies n when itz time school reopens,everything will be back as normal again.At the same time so many things to pay in march..Make me go crazy sia!!need to pay sch fees,olvl fee n etc..cannot enjoy my pay but nvm education is more important rite..juz bear wif it..kk..tats all for todae's post
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
It feels hurt to lose someone you love so much..nw i feel like what my frendz did..It realli is very painful but what can i do to overcome it..It is realli very depressing but i cant do anything..time juz passes by like tat n im very helpless nw.Nw i feel like i lost everything in the world..I believe life has ups n downs but sometimes itz juz to unfair..One day i juz hope if u r meant to be wif me,u will come back again n i promise tat i will love u with all my heart:(
Monday, February 1, 2010
As days past by,i learnt alot n i think i noe what i want to achieve in life.I noe how to achieve it n im working towards it.i realli will work towards it.Eventhough it is tough to achieve,with determination and hardwork,i noe i will achieve it one day.I also decided to put away my feelings away cos i wanna c her happi wif whoever she is wif nw.i dun wanna disturb.Itz time for me to let go.Maybe the love is nt for me.As long as she is happy,i will be happy too.hah stress out..haha..ok i gtg..tats all for todae post:)
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Everyone is moving on n so as the world..i realli have to move on..wadeva the past is the past..i realli dun care anyone animore...itz over..i will continue open up a new chapter n strive for the best in the future..i onli cares those who realli cared abt me..no more use of caring abt people when they themselves dun care about their ownselves...itz useless..hope one day they will realized their own mistakes..nw i realized my goal n the thing tat is importannt to achieve my goal n forget everything which is unnecessary.tats all for nw..
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Soon olvl result coming out..i hope will get a good result n proceed on to the next level..Haha..at last school at btss is coming to an end..No more going to bedok animore but sad to lose frendz n teachers who have nurtured me along the way to be a better person.The memories wif them will always in my heart even though i have to move on.I hope i gt mechanical engineering which is one of my favourite course.tats all for todae..:)
Thursday, December 31, 2009
while on the way home yesterday from work,suddenly the lyrics juz came out from my head.I dunno but it suddenly came out..Maybe i missed that someone alot..I let out all my feelings through song as no one wants to listen to my problem..maybe thats a better way..i feel relieved when i managed to let out my feelings through a song..i dedicated tat song to someone but let the person identity be a secret..Itz for onli me to noe..Almost everyday i realli miss that someone.To me she is realli important than any other thing..I wish to have her back but she have gone very far..Im quite sad but no matter what happens i will wait for her.She makes me smile,cry n the important thing is she makes my heart always feels happy when im down during no one knows.She has changed my life alot since i noe her..i have learnt to love n care abt myself n the people around me including ppl whom have hurt me alot...she realli changed my life..i wish she will always be my side but she cant..I hope tat one day i will be her shoulders to let out any of her feelings..nw i realli noe who is my true love..i will love her for what she is but will she love me whereas i love her..i dunno..I juz hope tat one day she will realized tat i love her more than myself:'(
Love poem
See you smiling every day
hide the way i feel,
want to tell you everything
but my lips are sealed,
loving you with all my heart
but you will never know,
feelings for you are locked away
hope they never go,
i never cease to by amazed
how beautiful you look,
now my heart will suffer in silence
because of the chance i never took.
Love poem
See you smiling every day
hide the way i feel,
want to tell you everything
but my lips are sealed,
loving you with all my heart
but you will never know,
feelings for you are locked away
hope they never go,
i never cease to by amazed
how beautiful you look,
now my heart will suffer in silence
because of the chance i never took.